YESTERDAY
a pretty screwed up dayyyyyyy :D :D :D thank you thank you. HAHAHAH. first got History test on Rise of Stalin .. was still okay lah. then had A Maths sup. got back test results. as i expected, i failed. i had already felt disappointed in myself when i handed in th test paper with 5 blank & half-way done questions out of 8. & out of th remaining three, i didn't even know what th heck i was writing & obtain some really weird number like x = 1453.326548. that's why i zonked out & broke down on Tuesday during recess as i really really really hated myself for not studying & concentrating more.

i dont understand why i put in so much effort into studying for this test & i only got 5/35 .. its bad isn't it? i really tried hard NOT to screw up my test. even Tang Hong Yuan got 6/35? & of course th highest is Valerie lah. 29/35.

why am i so dumb? i am such a failure .. dont feel like taking A Maths anymore. what's more, Ms Ng is leaving .. th more that i don't have th mood for concentrating.

maybe like what Quan Yi said, studying sufficiently is enough, but try not to study too much as i will tend to forget. i practically read chap 3 & 4 of A Maths for like a week? was pretty upset that i totally blanked out when i saw th questions & when Ms Ng went through it today i felt that it was managable because i could do it -_-


TODAY
today was alrightttttttzszxzxzx. had History & SS SBQ testttt. was like really tired & screwed because we had Chinese Ci Yu test, followed by History & SS test. was like all at one shot. & i wanted to read my storybook but couldn't because there were too many things running through my mind like Stalin + Britain's NHS & how i managed to screw my A Maths test. tsktsk. after cca, went to Mac with Quan Yizxzx! :D he took Mc Flurry as usual == LOLS. PSC soon came & joined us & she had her Sundae. emo-ed a while then Quan Yi went home & me & PSC went back to school as i wanted to see some people <3 LOLS jokinggggg. hahah. then PEE BEE sms-ed & told me that she got me a GREEEEEEEN marshmallow & pao! LMAOZXZXZ! hahaha only we will understand eh :D so .. end of th day.


really tired & off to A Maths revision. i really really can't afford to do badly in MYE. so, bye. :D